I want to lite 3 candles for our family members we lost within 10 months of each other My mother Betty Sue Smith passed November 24 2018 then 4 months latter on March 30, 2019 our son Joshua Cody Rayfield, then August 19 2019 my sister Pamela Sue Owen's. I have cried grieved had panic attacks, I know I am not the same person I use to be. My mom was sick for a long time with dementia, but my son was un expected and I found him in his apartment passed that has been the hardest he is our only child, and we have no grand kids, so its just us me and his dad and then Pam she passed unexpectedly she found out she had cancer she was treated with chemo and her last radiation treatment they told her she was cancer free, she called me and told me, we were hooray going and yelling on the phone and planing to go yard sales, but the next morning her husband called me and told me she passed the night I talked to her, We are trying to learn to live without them but that is hard for all of us, plus Pam had children and grand kids and her husband Billy Owens. Please pray for our loved ones that have passed and our family, also my brother Rickey Vincent Dunn and my ex husband Charles David Rayfield.