I humbly ask people to pray for me. I am struggling so. I freely and ashamedly admit that my faith is wavering because of my struggles and it seems they worsen every day and with every prayer for guidance, forgiveness and assistance. I've lost my job of 25 years and have been unable to obtain another, my mother has dementia, the man who says he loves me and wants to marry me is distant, and my dog died in February. Please pray that I find a new job soon that I may be able to provide the memory care of my mother desperately needs as well as all of the financial obligations before us. Please pray that I am strengthened in every regard, that I am protected from Evil in all its forms, and that I may learn whatever lesson God wants me to learn through these struggles that I may be a light to others facing similar circumstances as well as a more dutiful servant unto him. I know there's a reason for these struggles and I must not be learning what God wants me to as my problems are compounding with roommate suffering from severe PTSD, not caring for their medical conditions (wanting me to do this and everything else) and I feel even more trapped as there is nowhere I can go because I still don't have a job (keep telling me I'm over qualified or don't have necessary certification which I can't afford to get with no job) and the state has denied me unemployment compensation (after 25 years working for same employer) because they say they can't verify who I am. I'm quickly getting to the point where I wish God would just call me "home". Please pray for me. Thank you, I appreciate it more than words can ever say.