I have cancer again. I'm recovering from surgery and them facing chemo/radiation. I have been unable to find employment and have no means of paying these expenses. I am having to live off the kindness of a friend who is facing severe ptsd/health issues and no job themselves. I humbly ask that I be healed and be able to obtain employment. I ask for a miracle, financial windfall, that I may make amends for all of the wrongs that I have done in my life and to make others lives around the world better. That I may repay those who have been kind to me and meet my obligations instead of being a burden on society by needing welfare. I humbly ask that I be forgiven for my sins and that I received tangible sign of forgiveness because I can't forgive myself for some of the mistakes I've made so I don't know how God could forgive me. I ask for his Mercy most humbly. Thank you