praying for my jimmy whom i love with all my heart and soul. he had a stroke and stopped talking to me when his stepdaughter showed up. she is not a good person. i did not find out about the cancer until tonight. i kept calling his phone but no reply and then i received a text when i asked him if he was okay, that i was worried and he said he was in hospice and has cancer. please Lord Jesus please heal him and bring us back together. he is the love of my life. he came into my life when i prayed to God to bring someone for me and jimmy was the one. he is kind, and funny and affectionate and caring and respectful. i am lost without speaking to him these past few months and now i am lost even more. i want to spend time with him, please Jesus heal him, please st Jude intercede for us and bring us back together. i am so empty and lost without him and i know that he doesn't want me to see him ill but we have been through so much in 16 years and finally got to the point where we agreed to be with each other. i was to move down to fl within the year. he wanted me to be with him as long as i wanted to be. he always took care of me, always surprised me with things, always talked to me about problems or just regular conversations about anything and he always was smiling and laughing. he is a gentleman and he is my love. please i can't lose him. please give us time to be together again and love each other a little bit more. i can't stop crying, i can't sleep, i just keep remembering christmas and how happy we were . we went to my aunt and uncles house and other family members were there. he was so comfortable for the first time that i know him and he gave me 3 beautiful christmas cards with the perfect gift. he always got the perfect gift. one card was so beautiful and loving and caring...the first time i've gotten one like that from him and i was so happy. i loved the cards more than the gift.please don't take him from me. please give us time to love each other more and live together and be happy. as i write this i cannot stop crying. please hear my prayers for jimmy and myself. please heal him. amen