i am praying for my jimmy, who the Lord took recently from me, way too soon. i am lost without him. we had 16 yrs of a beautiful relationship. ups & downs sometimes but always back together. he loved me although he didn't verbalize it but the way he took care of me, protected me, helped me, surprised me showed me he did. we had been through so much together. my parents death, my brother's move to fla, his move after living with me for over a year on long island to start a business in florida. he came up every single month to spend 4-5 days with me and i went down to him 2-3 times a year. we shopped together for his beach house, i helped him with his business and other personal things. he trusted me & i trusted him. he was strong & healthy & caring & loving after we went through the hurricane which destroyed the beach house, he told me to stay. i stayed for a month & a half & he told me when i came back to stay for 3 months and then we would eventually by the end of the year, move back with him in fla. i was so happy. this christmas he was with my family and told them how much he cared about me. in january he had a stroke and when he called me i said i would come down once he was in a hospital settled in. i never got the name of the hospital or rehab center afterwards as his stepdaughter got there before me and took over and told him i was not needed as she could take care of him as a nurse. he told me he didn't need me but needed her as a medical person but he wanted me. i kept trying to talk to him and she didn't let me. she had stolen money from him years before & as much as he didn't want to believe it he knew it was true and had stayed away from her. we were very happy. he told my family that he couldn't wait for the next visit to hang out with everyone. stepdaughter made that impossible and then i was told by his friend that he had cancer and will not survive it. i wanted to see him, i flew to fl & she didn't let me go to the house that we were going to live in. she took everything over. i begged him to come over. she started to answer my emails and texts pretending it was my JImmy. i knew better. even his best friend said he couldn't talk to him without her being there. he is now gone. my life with my love is now gone, my heart is now gone. my future with the best man i ever met is now gone and he thought at the end that i didn't want to see him but she told him all those things. even in the beginning she told him she was in arizona for a job but would come back home. meantime she wasn't there as she got there within an hour to his house from where she lived. a flight from arizona to florida is over 4 hrs. she was always jealous of me and never even met me except for 1 time when we first dated & he introduced me to her while we were shopping and she totally ignored me. he thought she cared about him. she came around when she was in trouble, when she needed money, always a reason. she sent me a message trying to destroy his image and his love for me telling me she knew the truth about his life and didn't want to see me hurt but that he had a very different life that i knew nothing about. oh really, after living with him in ny, after spending all the time we spent together, the kindness, the caring, he gave me keys to his cars, keys to his houses, code to garage doors, access to his business information and i meant nothing?she is evil and cruel and i will never believe a word she said. please God & St Jude, help me and my Jimmy. please let me feel his presence around me always.i miss him so much. and please whatever she thinks she is going to get by his death i pray she does not get any of it. i am not looking for anything. the car he bought me for my birthday years ago is under his name as he listed as a florida address with his other cars. i can't lose this car. i am disabled and it is my only means of getting around. pls help me. please let jimmy know i loved him always and always will . thank you my Father God, St. Jude, all the angels & saints. please help ... i cannot stop crying i miss him so much. thank you