Praying that my Jimmy, who recently passed away, is in heaven & free of pain & suffering. praying he knows how much i love him & wanted to be with him but because of the stepdaughter, who only wants what he had, kept me away from him and even told him i was not good for him. we are together 16 yrs. i was moving to fla this year to live with him as we had lived in ny together but due to family situations and illnesses i was unable to go permanently until recently. we have always looked out for each other and although he never said the words i love you until this past christmas, his actions spoke for themselves. he was kind, generous, caring, funny, loving and took care of me. i never asked for anything from him but he made it his mission in life to make my life better. he was always on my side and i on his. i helped him with his business, i wrote letters for him, designed an online ad for the landscaping business, ordered the business cards for his pool cleaning business, we traveled together, he came up to see me once a month for 4-5 days for the most time and i went to him 2x a yr and stayed a month at a time. he loved my family & friends and was welcomed by them. he had no living close relative and enjoyed being with my family. we went through two hurricanes together as devasting as it was. we cleaned out the beach house which was destroyed inside by the hurricane and was planning to get everything fixed when i came down in april. unfortunately my jimmy died before then and his stepdaughter kept me away from seeing him, from saying goodbye to him, from kissing him and hugging him one last time. she took over his house and had a memorial and told me it was for the community and i wasn't allowed to come. she told me only she knew the other life he had and she "didn't want me to be hurt". she was answering his texts and emails to myself and family who kept in contact with him pretending she was him responding. she stole from him years back and he didn't talk to her. i told her she was a liar. i told her that i had keys to every house he owned, his cars, access to his business and so much more. she defamed him even at the end. what kind of person does this? a horrible, manipulative and evil person does this. no respect for her "stepfather" who was married to her mother less than 10 yrs. i am so lost without my love. i don't know how the cancer took over and took his life. he was such a strong man and we never knew he was ill. please jimmy, be in heaven and know the truth of why the woman you loved was not by your side. it was not me. it was her. even though i stayed in florida for 2 weeks hoping i could at see you for one last time, she did not let it happen. i will love you forever & a day. I miss you so much and i pray that when it is my time to leave this earth you will meet me in heaven and we will spend eternity together. rest easy my love and know i will always be praying for you and thinking about you. you are always in my heart. please St. Jude, deliver this prayer to him from me. thank you. amen.