Mom I pray that you are okay up there and at peace and happy with my dad. I miss you every second of everyday , I can’t sit still cuz when I do it hurts so bad that your no longer here like I’m never ever going to see you again. I hope you know how much I loved and appreciated you I know I didn’t always show it or say it and for that I’m sorry but I did and I always will. I’m sorry for everything . I just miss you so bad. I’m trying so hard to keep it together for you but it’s been so hard without you. Please come in my dreams or give me signs I need them. I love you mommy and I can’t wait to see you again.