For God to give me guidance and clarity in how to continue living without my loving husband and father to my children. I want to start healing alongside my kids so we can figure out what our new normal will be. St. Jude I need you to please ease this great pain in our hearts and help me accomplish everything I need to do in order to survive with my kids. Take away this pain fear and loneliness I feel and fill me with strength and determination. Amen.