Dear St Jude, it’s me again. You know what I am going through. Please grant me the wisdom, the strength, the peace and the serenity necessary to tackle this fat tumor situation once again. Help me St Jude please! I am terrified and tired of going through all this all over again. Show me what God wants me to learn from this experience. I am sad and I don't want to lose my faith in God. Heal me St Jude, Guide me St Jude, I beg of you. Please intercede for me for God to have mercy. Put angels on my journey that help me to get better and help me to believe in the goodness of humanity. Amen.