Please send Jude take care of my son up there in heaven. Please let him know that I am so sorry I failed him. I am so heartbroken that I failed him. I never ever will forgive myself for failing him. I should’ve kept you there son that night. I should’ve never let you go out the door. I didn’t know it would be the last time I ever saw you please Saint Jude. Let him know how much I love him and how much I’m sorry that I failed him. I will never fail him again here on earth. You are my guardian angel now son. God bless you, baby rest easy, please God let him know. I’m sorry I failed him. I’m sorry God that I failed my child.