You’ve been with me since the day he got sick, please stay with me. Please let his tests come out ok. Keep him strong and well. Give us both the willpower to stop smoking so we can stay well. Above all, please let him be ok. Our boys need their dad. And I need him. Please be with us. And give me strength, wisdom and courage to take care of him. Please St Jude be with us ad hear my prayer. Thank you