Lord God, pls heal from all the past pains ( pls remove all the pains I had from my father Ricardo Cunanan . From a long time I haven’t forgiven him for the things he have caused me and my whole family pains for the many many years until now : pls forgive me Lord for not forgiving him ( atleast not yet for now ) , he had lots of short comings Lord God for myself as a child and growing up , I have never felt that he was there for me as a child and growing up and i endured lots of pain as a child and growing up : pls heal me and put some complete and total restoration for me and my siblings too , heal them completely from the pains of the past from my father Ricardo Cunanan . Pls help us all forgive him for all his shortcomings to us . Amen 🙏