Lord give me the strength to go through these times. I lost my partner and children because of my anger which let to abuse. God forgive me for turning into who I never wanted to be. I ask for your forgiveness and that you guide me though these times where I am alone and have no one beside me. Please let my family come back to me and keep them safe while I cannot be near. I promise I will do everything in my power to get back to the person I used to be and even better on the other side.