pray for my Jimmy McAdams. I loved him til the end. I just was told that he is not good at all and that they don't think he will live through the night. he is my heart, my soul, my love, my life. 16 yrs together and still going strong. i was not allowed to be with him as his stepdaughter would not let me know what was going on or allow me in the house or anywhere near him. she moved in with her 2 sons and that was the end of everything. my heart is breaking that i was not able to console him, sit with him and hold his hand, talk about our good life together and happy memories, kiss him goodbye...i don't know what i will do without him. Please Jesus, welcome him home and hold him tight and let him know how much i loved him, just in case he didn't know. i am praying that he goes to heaven and he is at peace. love you jimmy...i am so sorry i couldn't be there for you at the end, but i prayed for you every day and had others do so also. you are my hero and the love of my life and i will never, ever forget your kindness, your laughter and your love. xoxo rest in peace my angel. please keep looking after me until i meet you again.